Dreamiinqq ~

2009-07-31T22:02:00.002+08:00

I have decided. Im closing down this blog for a very long while, and since I dont have my tagboard anymore ); i wont be able to chat with anyone, or cant tell if someone tagged me. Big SIGHS!

I just realised something very saddening- to me, myself. My life is pathetic, especially the school life. :( Nothing good ever happens, and worst of all, even most teachers ignore me or dont even know who i am. Not one, but many~ throughout the 4 years.
Maybe its just because im not outstanding nor am i talkative or naughty. im just a quiet girl that doesnt stands out and hides in a corner; like.. like a shadow. pfft.
Prelim's starting nxt week, continuously. O_O'' I cant stand the stress and nervousness, my stomach always ache before the paper even start and not to mention, my super sweaty palm..
Let's see, Olevel is just 87 days away. ;O Just being reminded that its just a few short months away makes me soooooooo scared~! if the prelim results comes out bad, im going to be so demoralised.
Even though i dont look like it, im always really really depressed when i fail the tests, but, humanities doesnt count! :] its my worst subject, so i somehow 'expected' to fail it already. But hopefully, not the prelims~

I guess its goodbye now.

さよなら～

2009-06-07T20:19:00.002+08:00

I hate yesterday. Not only did I have to wake up earlier than usual, i ended up being tired and waited for so long till the stupid CIP thingy starts. ):
Marlene and me are the only girls in our class. SAD. i'll be so lonely without her. :] Reached the meeting place but couldnt find the 'booth' that teacher said. So walked around and around, than ate at BK.
the form stated '11am-3pm' but it started at 12 and ended at 3.30. -.- okay, everyone was super unhappy with whoever oraganised it.
received bags of erm.. windmills, and went around the hub to ask people to donate money and give them the windmill.
I could have relax when marlene finished her bag, if i gave chershyun the correct number, than i wouldnt have tired myself out for so long! >.<>
There was one person who was really, really hardworking, weiqing. OMG. he did 6+ bags, and even helped some people too! He's scary~ :x
I envy those who went today. at least they can get to see xiaozhu on stage, so close! :o

2009-05-26T16:42:00.002+08:00

Knew all my results. it isnt very good or very bad. (: at least, i improve some subjects and failed one, badly?

Physics improved the most, i think. From last year C5 improve to A2. MYE was A1, but combined with CA it turns to a A2. AHH~ better than getting a B or C or even D (: Im so happy, this was the first time i get so good for phy. :D LuckyLucky~ im gloating now~ hahahaa. Cant be too satisfied now, phys is just getting harder from now on ):
Emaths was always my better subject, out of the others. But Amaths was damn hard! Im just lucky i managed to pass by a little.
Dont want to talk abt my languages, its as bad as always. hahaha.
Yah. Combine science. Im so glad i collapsed it. If not, i'll be failing my pure sciences now. Hmm, lets see. I didnt expect my chem to be better than bio. I thought bio was easier, but its harder~ Chem won bio by 2 marks. ;D hahahaha. not much difference. But, bio pulled my grades down ): Worst still, my CA pulled the grade down by one. SIGHS.
ARGH~! Im starting to hate humanities. Pure memory work = easier? Like hell! My memory is bad and failing me now. How do you expect me to memorise so much, when i dont even know which comes out or not. And worst still, those i memorised didnt come out at ALL! ): Im so pissed off by it.
One underlined subject on my report book now. Its not like i never had it before, just not my humanities. I managed to pass safely everytime, borderline. But im not so lucky with it this time round. :]

Wellwell, halfday of mother tongue and i dont think i learnt much. MT olevel starts on next mon, goodluck 'minna-san'!

June holi is just 2 weeks later. Im so going to relax but at the same time, get stress too! Prelim is just after the holi. SIGHS. ):

2009-05-21T16:54:00.005+08:00

Today sucks. Its extremely hot and stuffy no matter where i go to, except in aircon rooms :D It feel nicer.. anywhere is nicer except the outdoor!

Went SDC at abt 8, when school started at 7. waited for so long, than its our turn to board the bus and it took 1 hour to get thr! :(
The 'game' show was kinda funny. after that was the walk. Boring much, and we are all getting heat stroke. ):
something interesting happened. (: The bus emits smoke from the inside. didnt smell it though and i dont want to, but i think they say its smelly~ hahaha. Everyone immediately got off and went to a better and much nicer bus. I wonder --if a phone rang when we are still in that bus filled with smoke, will it go BOOM? hahhaa. i'll be dead by now.

june holiday is a week later, so is the MT olevel. SIGHS. plus, theres still Ta2. .__. when can i have a relaxing holiday without getting stress!

2009-05-15T16:31:00.003+08:00

I can relax now~ But theres still 3 more papers to go.
Amaths - the hardest maths, combined science MCQs, and o level mother tongue. SIGHS. and theres even a physics spa on marking day, when everyone is resting at home while we go for test. ):

I wont complain much. :D Everything cant be changed now. hahaaa.
this year geog will be the first ever humanities paper that majority of the cohort fail! I bet. I have the time to finish all, but i didnt do that one question worth 8 marks. byebye, that worthless 8 marks. :p
bio, chem and emaths was.. kinda okay. im soooo glad i collapsed to combine science, if not, i'll fail.
Lisa cant take it anymore! hahahhaa. She was complaining that this year is the worst year and that all her effort for the past years are wasted. :x Well, its not THAT bad. This is only the midyear. its not very impt anyways.
Hearing good news brightens me up, but it doesnt last long~ Receiving my papers back will definitely demoralised me.

The worst part is the o level. (:

がんばって~ 7 more months and we are free from all this.

2009-04-18T20:08:00.004+08:00

17 again was hilarious. :D He looks so cool. hahahha. :p
skipped cross-country this year. and im in for big trouble ? but, im prepared anyways. if tcher asks for the letter, than i'll write one. if she doesnt, i will forget all abt it :x
watch 17 again at gv. and visited the new mall. didnt walk for long, becos we are all HUNGRY ~! so went to eat straight away after michelle was done with her specs.
i want to buy specs too ! but my budget is less than 100.. what kind of specs can i buy with only that amount. sighs. guess i have to wear contact lens forever now. :]
today was fun, sort of. (: Only if more people went, and if theres a clique again. but too bad, we are splited, mostly.
its like DeJaVu. the drifting apart feeling again, for me. none survives pass a year. sadly ):

mye time. YAY! ;[
i dont even have the mood to study now. and im tired plus stressed when it comes to homework.
im really scared now. the english paper i took thursday. the compo was kinda strange, rush and off-topic ? and it sounds so much like exposition rather than narrative story.
No ideas on the other topics, so no choice. FAITH, was the title. and i started with:
"Students tend to lose faith when it comes to exams and tests."
exposition comes to mind, but theres a story next. its.. kinda lame. ): sighs. pray that i will at least get a pass.

2009-04-07T19:28:00.003+08:00

I wonder, if the sweet landed on someone or maybe someone's head ! hahaa.
it was damn funny. I threw the sweet, landed on the table behind, but jumped, he slapped it or tried to catch it, and out it flew through the window. ! I laughed out loud immediately ! and couldnt stop thinking abt it. hahahaha. ;D

Bio was slightly, only slightly not so boring today. went to the garden to pluck flowers. Heartbreaks when those beautiful ones were pluck and peeled. :(
a bug landed on me, as usual when im near gardens. disgusting ! it landed on my cheek, and slapped onto my clothes and away it flew. YUCKS. my face iched for an hour. :x

Mentally and Physically weak. Thats for sure.
Flunk few subs, and did not that good for the rest. Even my so-called best subject, maths, is going to fail.
im not like somebody who is already used to failing maths. hahaha. ;p
never gotten gold before, and even silver. hais. my body is weak, not the athletic type.

Im that lazy person who doesnt study when its time to.
and needless to say, im also that starfish with no brains ! (:

2009-04-01T17:10:00.003+08:00

Omg. I didnt think April Fool's Day could be so funny. It was my friend that was played by a prank, and we laughed and laughed, 笑到爆. hahhaha !
nobody bothered to trick me today. its just like any other boring normal day.
EXCEPT ! we changed our seats once again, still as bad as before, but a little better this time. not so squeezy, but she go switched seats.
she did it, deliberately. she changed my friend's seat, separating us so we wont talk. But Jiana says, ' Girls can talk with anybody anywhere ' ; at least thats what I remembered, most likely im wrong. :x
got extremely disheartened whenever I see her again, and again for english and class. :( its boring~ and slow.
alittle better than the other science tcher.. thinking abt it again, I think there is NO difference. they are the same kind, irritating and boring.
Does anybody agrees with me, or thinks the same. ;p
im a irritating person too. :]

Pathetic, im pathetic. cant agree more that im dumb. ): Guess how much i scored for ss, although half the class passed. 3/12. thats like 25/100 only. im flunking my subjects badly now. and its TA2, pulling my grades down. even though its already E8, this time it should be a F9. hais.

I cant believe it, im this bad already, and I aint working hard now.

2009-03-30T18:51:00.003+08:00

WHOA. I didnt know I had been missing from this blog like, forever?
its been a few months since updated, and I have lots of craps to write abt today. haha. ABt all those interesting days that i missed writing HERE.

friday, 27 march. ;]
a happyhappy day for MICHELLE ! her 16th birthday. Old liao. haha ;D its okay for her, im older anyways. sobs. ;(
and she received so much warm wishes, and presents too ! I almost envy her, alot. haha.
Kerrie, Lisa, Valerie and Me went shopping for her presents a week ago, during the holi. Bought her a quite nice converse bag and a b'dae card. AH. I should have taken a picture of that card, I like it. ;p

and also, the stepping down of CCAs. at least, for those without SYF. im one of those, lucky me. Uniform groups doesnt have syf. haha. :]
I was overjoyed(woots~) finally, no more CCAs and late ending time. no more marching too. (:
BUT, its the starting of the busy busy days. STUDY all the time. haiis~ and no going home early again. ;( sobs.
Why are some people so sentimental? its a happy thing to get away from CCA finally. I just dont get them. :x
dont talk to me abt talking photos with me, i dont like it. im not a photogenic person.

The march holi was FUN, sort of.
there was a camp together with sjab, and we had rollerblading, the most fun part. I supposed.
I fell hard on my left butt, OUCH. was in a lot of pain the second day, haha. had problem sitting down too. ;(

Woots~ Finally met some of my longtimenosee 6k friends. ;D
Eunicia, Chingyee, Jiayi, Newel, YiZhi, Ernest. Xuanqi is not a longtimenosee friend. haha .
Some people changed, some dont. I didnt recognise Newel and Yizhi at first :x
Went orchard and walked around, and around. ..Okay, its my fault that day didnt turn out so fun. They were supposed to go newel's hse in Jurong, but I couldnt go. ;p

Thats should be all . ;D Im lazy to continue.
OH and, im pathetic. My results are bad. badbadbad.
how can I survive the remaining months? haiis.

Aim for the moon;
If you fall, You'll land among the stars.

2009-02-12T18:45:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHH~! sobs.
the test so hard, even though i studied all day~ im still going to fail.
i just know it.

its a really really really busy year. and now im already stressed. -.- help me!
thinking of dropping one science and collapse the other two. bio is a must to drop/collapse. But now, even phy is another one im tired of.
its hard from the test i took today. i tried my best(?).
tmr is the confirmation test for chem. i dont want to study anymore. just try and do, and if i failed. im going to see which is badder.

at least i passed my so-called best subjects, maths. I passed and not bad too. but the school wants my grade to at least be a B3/4. ): that means im no better at my best subs.
and i even failed geo, just barely passed ss. my bio just passed and my other sciences.. needless to say, is bad too.
im a goner. thats for sure.

2009-01-31T17:41:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to me~

im older now. and, im counted as an adult(?)
NOO! T.T sobsobs. its not sweet 16 at all.
ytd was quite a bad day! kinda embarrassing too.
I received back my amaths test and both failed. :[
i dont want to think abt it anymore. JUST get the thoughts out of my head! ><

having a birthday during the cny is bad.. now i know, and i dont want it to happen again!
although there were lesser birthday presents this year, it was okay for me. (:
i received chocolates from Lisa! x) and a cute little necklace from Michelle.
the birthday cards were too cute. hahaha. :D both handmade and bought one.

OMG. next week is going to be busy week, and stressful one too! >.<
tests everyday. and some 2 tests a day. about 6 tests in all. including ta1.
next week is going to end at 5pm everyday. HAI.
no time to play already. and no time to study(?)

ihateit ihateit.

2009-01-23T19:18:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA! its her chinese birthday today. Her real birthday was 3 days ago.

I found a january baby friend! haha. im always the oldest.. T.T.. among friends. HAI.
how i wished someone is on the same day and year with me. theres only one i found, 1 day earlier and is a guy! >,<

Chinese new year celebration today. Too modern. hahaha. :x not like our primary school, a tradition one. BORING! :p
after that, went almost straight to tm, after buying some sushis. ilovesushis~
shop for Lisa's present. a belated birthday present. our first present was to watch a movie with her, and paying the fees for her. But she was sick! ;( so its off to buy either a wallet or pencil case. instead, we bought a cute keychain plus sticker? Its for her to choose (:
how thoughtful of us. :P

if lamyan, fatima and huiting didnt come tm. I would have to wait for abt 30 mins for phoebe! ANGRY! im so lucky they came. they are my lucky star(?)
watched inkheart after that. huiting and fatima watch yesman.
i almost almost fell asleep the starting of the movie. i kept yawning and blinking my eyes. :x hahaha. too tired liao la, and its late already.
the middle part/ending was much more exciting! and some funny parts too. hahaha.

CNY! CNY! i get to eat the yushen. Ilove to eat all the biscuits. :P sure get fat after CNY. have to eat lesser, if not the height and weight nextnext week will be a big problem.
have i reached at least 160cm? & i definitely cant exceed 50kg-- IDONTWANTTO! ><

my birthday coming~~. i have to give suggestions to phoebe. maybe she will buy me the inkheart book, or a jigsaw puzzle? anything will do. i dont mind her giving it to me late too (:

its a stressful year. Iknow.
all we have to do is do our best and dont give up halfway.
but im guessing, i'll be giving up once i failed any tests.

2009-01-09T18:19:00.002+08:00

Twilight~ twilight!
went to watch twilight today with phoebe after school.
but the only time slot left was 3, and school ended at 12.30.. so SHOPPING time!
went ntuc bought tibits, than walked back to 800+ to buy bubbletea. we are wasting time till 3. hahaha.
but only walked until 1++ near 2, we went to tm. to search for suyin's late birthday present. Bought a little cross keychain for her. I quite like it. I never got keychains before. T.T at least for a long time, ii never bought one. :l
our bags were HEAVY! and we didnt have any place to sit. walked around and around until about 2.30. than bought the tickets.
BUT we still cant sit. have to wait till 15 minutes before than can go in. and once in, there wasnt any people, except for 3.
the movie started. although there are some funny parts, a few girls laughed loudly even though not funny.. and phoebe found it annoying.
we saw an ad that an interesting movie is coming soon, forgot whats the name..
and its decided. we are going to watch it. hahahaa x)

there is a twilight sequel, right? and a book too?
ii want to buy it.
i want to read it.

2009-01-02T14:06:00.003+08:00

A Happy New Year, and the First day back to school! AHHH~
wake up real early in the morning for the first time after the holidays. So sleepy~
Talking all the way for 2 hours(?) and nobody was listening. Everyone were among themselves :x
than finally met our new form teacher, and el cher. Hmm. She might be better than our previous FT, i guess. :P I hope so!
nxt week is getting busier.
and I dont want to bring my thick heavy books to school! >.<

2008-12-20T17:21:00.002+08:00

Didnt posted for mre than one month. Haha. :x
so im going to start from.. BBQ a few weeks ago.

CLASS BBQ wasnt as fun as ii expected. .___. cos. no class spirit dhe. it was like, you want to eat, than cook it urself. haiz..
so michelle and me went home, quite unhappy la. but after shopping in whitesands, we got all excited. hahahahaa. talkinga bt mangas. we are obsessed with it. :p

than was the usual overseas trip every year. went to malaysia for 1 week. IT WAS BORING without my computer, and friends to talk to..
but ii went thr for one thing. to buy mangas! x)
going to klcc alone took hours. and we didnt get to shop or go up the twin tower. just went straight to kino, and bought my mangas. hahaah.
im obsessed with it already. owning one is better than reading it online..
bought abt 7 books O.O expensive! but.. worth it, ii guess. xP

this holiday was b.o.r.i.n.g.
ii want to go escape theme park. T.T ii want to go sentosa.
thrs still alot of places ii havent go for a long time now.

and one a week left, ii still havent touched a single homework.
I GOT TO WORK EVEN HARDER NXT YEAR.

2008-11-04T15:49:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the first time that I ever watch a horro movie in the cinemas with my friends. & its going to be the last time.

One week of school in the holidays. And its amaths. My brain hurts, nnd I dont quite understand wad tcher is teaching.
straight after lesson, went out with huiting, valerie nnd xueyi to tm. plus, meet kerrie too. i regret it now. cos ii didnt get to order a ramen at the ramen shop. ii ate sushi instead, cos i was feeling full.
after dat we shop a while before entering the cinema.
THE COFFIN. seems scary, but its not as scary as ii tot. but thr were parts whr ii jumped up and covered my eyes. If we bought popcorns, ii beg we will spill it at everyone dat is sitting beside, infront or behind us. haha. it will be sooo funny.
nnd thr are a bunch of groups who are superrrr noisy. they kept screaming, even though not scary nnd all. they are funny too luh. :P
valerie sat beside me, so ii only saw her reaction. she is mre scared than me. haha :x kept covering her eyes and shivering too.
ii was scared dat ii didnt dare to go home, alone. but since its still bright, we got home as sson as we can. if it gets dark, ii dont noe how to get home le. (:

money no enough was funny! but sad too. nnd ii didnt understand much. hokkien all the way :l

Yesterday is History, Tomorrow is Mystery
But Today is a Gift. Thats why its called Present.

2008-11-02T15:08:00.003+08:00

im bored. nnd paul gave me a survey to do. a total of 67 questions -.-

-When you hear marriage, what do you think?
BEAUTIFUL brides & HANDSOME grooms :P
-What is your faveourite saying?
Always Look At The Bright Side. huiting told me dat. (:
-Whats something that really grosses you out?
Insects. Eewww.
-What movie did you last watch?
Butterfly lover!
-One word that describe yourself.
Lazy. :x
-Is there anything that you are looking forward to?
going overseas with friends in the near future. (: TAIWANNN!!
-Whats the craziest thing that you have done to get attention?
laughing loudly? nnd shouting?
-If killing were legal, would you kill?
I will die first.
-Have you ever wanted to fly?
I want to fly to the sky, NOW.
-Do you like your name?
I never liked it. :l
-What song is in your head now?
Eternal Blaze. :D

67 questions are all crap, but I finished it to kill time. nnd blogging it too.
IM BORED. QUITE BORED TO DEATH.

2008-10-24T16:53:00.002+08:00

it wasnt as fun as ii expected. nnd like ii said before, i felt left out.

if phoebe didnt go, ii will feel much worst dan dat.
went out at abt 2pm. lamyan nnd chingyee came to my hse first. dhan met phoebe. we rr going to celebrate a belated birthday today. nnd everything have been planned.
we were going to botanical garden dhe. but we ended up late. COS. we took mrt to bugis. at dhe mrt station, a guard stopped me nnd lamyan, dhan asked for our cards. FOR WAD? .___. are we dat suspicious looking?
than, went to find a bus to go thr. they onli told us one bus, dat is bus 7. but all we found was NR7.
so walked around, asking for help, searching for bus-stop. few hours passed ler bah, nnd we are getting further away from whr they suggested we take our bus from. my aching leg, nnd im tired. everyone was like complaining all the way till we found the bus.
double 7 could go thr too. but nobody told us.
FINALLY, we reached thr. so dhe game start, followed by the rain. it was quite boring though, cos me nnd phoebe onli accompanied her. every station was so cute. everyone sang songs for chingyee, nnd then she received her presents.
after all dat, we picnic, under the rain. wasnt dat hungry, so ate a little. when getting dark, we went home luh.
nnd throughout, ii dont think ii talk with the rest. :P im quiet, nnd their conversation was like, all the things ii dont noe or like?

we just dont click. nnd it just never will.

2008-10-22T20:39:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHINGYEE~!

my overall result dropped! but ii improved by a little dis time. at least thr is not fail dis time. (:
my L1R4 & L1R5 is still bad. 20+ T.T
nnd dhe position only moved up by a few. haiz~ at least ii tried my best liao luh. nxt year o level, im scared! omgomg.

today went out with huiting, lamyan, chingyee, huiqi nnd xueyi to tm. went to GV to watch butterfly lovers. it dhe same as romeo&juliet, juz dat they changed dhe story a bit. But! dhe ending was still dhe same. Sad ending~ ii tot it will be a happy ending dhe. nnd, no one cried. everyone was like laughing? Some parts were funny luh, but strange thing is. Sad part also got ppl laughing. .__. mad, like huiting.

after dat, went out with phoebe to cut hair. heehee. I quite like my hair now luh. cos its lighter, and thinner, nnd not dat hot anymore with my hair down. But ii still like dat time in june holiday. dat auntie cut nicer! :P

omgomg! ii forgot to bring my homework home! nnd my file!
have to get it back during the amaths remedial.

how forgetful can ii get?
its getting worst isnt it?
even more forgetful as the years go by.

2008-10-17T21:30:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since ii hang out with chingyee nnd phoebe~

got woken up by chingyee at 12 today. was extremely tired~ :P dan prepared nnd went to tm together.
phoebe bought a cute soft toy for his nephew, and a present. it was cute~ but ii preferred dhe bear mre. :x
dan went safra. played bowling first. wanted to play pool dhe. but too many ppl. bowling was quite fun luh. but dhe ball kept slipping out of my hand. too wet le :x nnd onli got heavy balls left.
ii feel so happy! ii was lucky. didnt get struck for dhe first few rounds. dan at dhe last round, ii got 2 strikes in a row! dhe pins was like shaking dan fell. haha. :D
oh nnd, another thing veri funny! ii threw dhe ball, dhan only 9 pins fell. but when dhe second time to throw. nothing thr dhe.. completely empty. but dhe score was 9. so ii anyhow throw dhe ball nnd SPARE. wahhahahahaha. :)

talk abt spooky. ii didnt imagine dat phoebe's photo was for real! even chingyee's teacher say so. phoebe is scared abt it now. 'it' was right beside her when she took dat photo~ :x
it spooked us till we didnt dare to take dhe lift alone. haha

are you still my friend?

2008-10-16T16:45:00.002+08:00

Im addicted again.

ii juz cant stop reading manga! :p
juz finished MeruPuri. its nice nnd cute too. (: ii keep remembering all dhe chapters.
school is juz too boring after dhe exams. nth to do dhe. but nxt year o level liao. muz workhard.
so dis year, im muz enjoy playing :D

2008-10-14T14:34:00.002+08:00

ii nvr cry! :p smiles all dhe time.

im so happy!
first time in dis whole year, all subjects nvr fail. but its not dat gd as midyear. juz passed for most subjects.
hmm.. my BIO. my bio finally passed. :D got a b4 bah. but midyear will pull me down dhe.
chem nnd physics got c5. T.T
ii was so scared abt my eng, cos ii wrote dhe wrong topic. xuanqi sae it was an agruementative dhe essay. Omgomg, nnd ii passed! sigh. but its not gd luh. overall a c5 bah. (:
ahh.. chinese. compo was not gd, nnd dhe paper 2! but at least a b4.
maths. Emaths was better. everyone scored quite high! a1 bahs. hahaha. but.. my midyear T.T
Amaths was nt as bad as ii expected. ii didnt study for dhe first paper, but ii passed by a little. nnd studying doesnt helped at all. it is still a juz passed. overrall, hmm. a c5 -.-"

JIAYOUS JIAYOUS.
nxt year ii muz score better.
im wondering if ii will drop a subject or not.
cos ii really cant cope up with dhe triple science :x

2008-10-11T19:57:00.002+08:00

When tuesday comes, ii will cry. :x

after exam is real boring. but im relaxing alot! no more stress nnd pressure.
butbut, im sad. T.T cos tues coming nnd im not prepared for it.
wad if dhe results are real bad. all failed? or passed, but not good result.
nnd, dhe class position. ii don wan to get 1st from the back! >.<
ii didnt do my best for these papers. nnd im scared english will fail.

ii cant get over it! exams are the past already, but im still thinking abt it. :l
FORGET FORGET!

2008-10-08T13:22:00.002+08:00

IM DEAD! im stupid

My exams. All the hardwork. All dhe subjects. it is going down dhe drain. im sure! all dhe subjects are giving me a d7 grade. nnd mayb ii will retain nxt year. cos of my english.

ARGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ii studied so hard, nnd most of dat didnt helped. except for bio, which some of dhe questions ii saw before. BUT, dhe rest is going to fail~ even my best subjects, maths. maths is getting so hard now. ii cant even cope with it. especially amaths.

its confirmed.
im dropping bio when ii fail.
ii will continue to try hard for dhe nxt year.
i dont want to cry bcos of my grades! :x

2008-09-26T13:02:00.003+08:00

english EOY ended. now comes dhe harder subjects.

OMGOMGOMG!!!!
compo is so hard to choose. >.<
of all dhe 5 questions none ii noe how to do. even dhe simplest one ii cant even think of a story! dhan ii chose dhe one dat is abt worries nnd growing up dhe. dis is a sure fail paper now. ii have no confidence in it. cos ii wrote a bunch of craps nnd used SIMPLE words. ii even added in 'kiasu'. :x im scared now.
needless to say, compre is even harder. ii think. dhe vocab is all chim words. plus dhe passage ii don even understand. summary was ok. ii found 17 points, ii hope im not wrong.
CA2 marks: 55.8 C5 borderline means im dropping to a D7 now :l

focus on dhe other subjects now. Bio, SS, Geo my worst subjects and dhe other dat im currently better at. but thr is still no hope for me to score As now. im sure. cos all my previous marks nnd dis EOY is going to pull me down.

ii did all dhe preparation ytd already.
dhe best ii can get.
but ii still think thr is no hope for me anymre.

2008-09-23T18:07:00.003+08:00

El exam tis friday, jiayous everyone. :D

after tis week EOY, its gonna be 1 week after dhan to dhe rest of the subjects.
BUT ii just don feel like studying leii~
might as well fail :x

Homework and exams is dhe 2 most stressful thing to me, nnd many others too.
only 2 things can calm me down.
my computer and musics~
ii wanna watch mre shows leii. animes/dramas oso can. As long as ii can relax, its fine with me!
but THEY don allow me :l

2008-09-19T17:38:00.003+08:00

friday is the EOY for english. So.. study? Wad can ue study abt english .__.
Why 3e3 ppl so kiasu one~ :x

guides today was MUCH more fun dhan last time. ii like writin, but not too much :p talk talk talk. write write write :l

was goin to go study with valerie nnd lisa dhe. but didnt go. cos they everything not confirm dhe .__.
NOT CONFIRM EQUALS TO NOT GOING liao -.-"
I feel sad, cos we cant celebrate huiting's bdae dis week. but she says after exam dhan celebrate luh. she dont mind, but ii... somewhat mind. if its me, ii will be extremely unhappy..

You wouldnt want me to show you an attutide, dhan you dont make me angry.
juz dont judge a book by its cover. you wouldnt know wad will happened :D

We're drifting apart. Every friend ii have is like dat dhe. except my bestie, PHOEBE! (:
Ada says it is better to not have friends.
but ii will feel lonely T.T

2008-09-15T17:34:00.003+08:00

ytd midautumn festival was kind of FUN! (:

reach home at abt 7 bcos ii was at my grandparents hse. Dhan almost immediately went to find them.
meet phoebe first, nnd borrowed her rollerblades! Weeeeeeeee :P is it so long since ii last played it :x
I couldnt even move when ii wore it. But soon dhan ii got used to it. too bad dhe floor's wet, if not ii can skate better :x
it was already dark when ii meet lamyan, huiting nnd chershyun. Omg, he only boy dat came. .__. PLAYED WITH FIRE! wooots~ fire, candles nnd LANTERN :D took some pics with our names. but its with lamyan.
After dat michelle nnd her di came. dhan all of us go her hse play, except chershyun. MONOPOLY! :x banned dhe dog :x dhe dog always win dhe, michelle nnd lamyan say. (: it was super fun, nnd we were super noisy too :P Lamyan won cos she used dhe 'lucky' dog. I got second from dhe back, but huiting was last. LOL. ii bought so little hse, huiting got mre dhan me but she still lose to me. Haha :x
II WAN PLAY MONOPOLY AGAIN! (:

tmr got amaths test. Gambatte! (:
omg omg omg. dhe EOY is coming.
nnd im not prepared.
imprepared to fail :x

2008-09-09T22:19:00.003+08:00

ii hate dat auntie, she closes dhe gate too soon. It was like only 8.13 or so, not even 15. dhan she closes the gate already. somemre, dhe bell nnd song haven even start yet. -.- so me nnd phoebe had to walk all the way to the main gate~ Tiring. dat makes a lot of ppl late. :l we had alot of exercise like dat, everyday walk to the main gate. Haha :x burn fats ~
tmr ii don wan to walk so far again, im carrying mre books! .__.

straight after sch, me, huiting and phoebe went tm. (: watch Wall-e!
wall-e is so cute! haha :D and is a somewhat love-story. Elva, wall-e's robot girlfriend. lol.
dhan bought some new pens and went shopping.

Phoebe want to buy games, me too! ii wan play WII!!! IT LOOKS SO FUN! ii saw a house of the dead game for wii, omg. I want play! I wan go cs arcade play house of the dead 4!!! :p

2008-09-04T16:35:00.003+08:00

The group photo! (:

Hahaha. It looks so funny :x

2008-09-03T19:55:00.010+08:00

TODAY WAS EXTREMELY FUN!!!
& Happy Birthday Valerie :D

went out at 10am to do dhat geog project. Haiz. i wanted to sleep longer dhe >.<>

1pm dhan go safra. Waited for dhe others for a while, dhan me nnd huiting went to play PHOTO HUNT . oh ya, at dhe tm arcade, we got dhe highest score!! xD lzkvh, stands for lisa, zixuan, kerrie, valerie nnd huiting. Haha. first time high score! Good jobs guys :D

Bowling time! omg, its so fun playing with a whole bunch of ppl. We keep boo-ing, yay-ing and screaming! :p I got 123 xD my highest score. Haha. plus dhe number so nice~ 123 hehe :) 3 consecutive strikes Woots~ xD

Pool time. waited for so long~ Huiting is good in dat. I cant even play liao >.< nnd. ii was super angry with dhe guy at dhe cashier. Omg. He pisses me off with his damn attitude. I asked him for any change, dhen he go took out dhe money in his cashier, not tokin to me. Dhan when he finally tok. He gave me dat FACE. Idiot -.-" Pisses me off so much. >.<>

I look happy, but im not!
anyways, smile always :D

2008-08-29T16:19:00.002+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TO ALL!

celebration was boring :x ii nvr give any presents to dhe teachers, only rich ppl give :p im extremely poor.

Straight after school, huiting and huiqi go with me to poiching! My primary school, how long have ii last been there, and it changed a lot! ii wan dat indoor stadium! >.<>
6F is gd. they so united, the class gathering so many ppl came. my class is so pathetic, sometimes :x

ITS HOLIDAY TIME! holiday mood, ON! xD

2008-08-28T17:56:00.002+08:00

ytd fakruddin nnd xuanqi was damn funny! I laugh till my stomach pain :p

finally gotten bac dhe chem TA paper. Ahhh! 1 mre mark till A1. HMPH! >.<
went to lavendar with xueyi, huiting and huiqi. Xueyi was goin to make her IC! ii saw her photo. is strange nnd she looks too mature :x ii hate taking photo, dats for sure :D
walk from the building all the way till bugis. burn our fats, burn all our fats away :x Xueyi juz wun tell us wad she wanted to do at bugis dhe :l So nvm. We go eat prata instead. PRATA PRATA! how long have ii last eaten ue :p dhe curry's nice, nnd dhe uncle was kinda funny too! haha. (:
Omg. ii forgot to buy dhe things ii wanted to buy! >.<>

Okay, now for today.
bio cher didnt come todae. hurray. 3 free periods! but its boring :x nth to do dhe. lucky got dhe boys keep crackin jokes. laughs laughs laughs. haha. kerrie laugh till stomach pain tis time :p
ii hate emaths, ii hate cher :x he give us so many hw juz bcos its holi nxt week. ii cant finished it! ii juz wont do it now. my holiday MOOD is ON! xD time to have some fun nnd relax!

tmr's celebration. ii dont feel like goin, but wad can ii do. :l

2008-08-15T18:18:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUANQI! (:

amaths TA gotten back. ii passed! x) by 3 marks. My coordinate geometry question luh. Becos of 1 stupid careless mistake, all wrong -.-" AHHHH! why i nvr check..

Girlguides was okay. 5 China ppl came todae. one of them was super cute :p We played games and sang songs only.& plus make a friendship band. dats all ._. I WAN PLAY CAPTAIN'S BALL luh. Not enough time. hmph.

Xuanqi's birthady cake is soooooo special. A bao with a candle. lol! ii wan birthday cake too~ T.T

2008-08-14T16:43:00.002+08:00

ytd went to science centre. ii was forced to go! have no choice bcos it was conpulsory. :l but quite okay luh. dhe lesson was on DNA, forensic science. I got tot abt being a forensic scientist before, but ii dun wan le :x Not fun dhe.

French fries with curry. Yummy!! xD

2008-08-14T16:36:00.002+08:00

MY BIOOO!!!
ii tried my best le.. but ii think ii am goin to fail
AGAIN! T.T

chem pop quiz was hard.
30 mcq questions in juz 30 min?! how can finished!!
ii do about 25 questions. got 11 correct. OMG! my chem no hope le >.<

2008-08-12T16:57:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was indeed fun! but.. scary too :p

Kerrie, Huiting, Valerie and me went to dhe movies together! Too bad Lisa and Phoebe couldnt come. The movie was great! Journey to the Center of the World...I must watch again :x

was supposed to meet at 12.20 dhe. cos GV movie starts at 12.40. But in dhe end, i arrived late, cos ii was pleading Phoebe to go with me. When we got to the GV, the line was like from the entrance all dhe way to dhe escalator. So we went to dhe cs cinema instead.

mon was oso 2e2 class bbq. so after dhe movies, valerie pei me go pasir ris.
BBQ was pathetic. :x so little pple go. abt 10?! hmmm.. got clara, chingyee, lamyan, kengyeow, julian, darren, leon, mingshun, weiqing, nabil &... no mre!? so lonely.
played true or dare, while dhe fire start.
Hehe. I nth to ask dhe.
bbq time. (: food was kind of okay. For a few. dhe chicken wings was raw on the inside, but cooked on dhe otherside. :l Fishballs couldnt even be eaten. Hotdogs, satays nnd crabstick (?) was dhe only thing to eat.

Sky getting dark, and scarier. IM SCARED!! Almost everyone left, except all girls & weiqing, nabil. Me and lamyan were left alone with weiqing when clara nnd chingyee go somewhr else. OMG! dat weiqing is so scary! he kept making weird noises & juz wun talk to us :l We havent changed!! :D or mayb a little.

ehub was nice. First time ii went thr. ii wan to go thr again. play basketball. Me nnd lamyan together makes gd teamwork! x) Car racing was awesome too! I got 2nd for 2 times, i cant beat dhat weiqing >.< Lamyan was funny. from 2nd to 5th, dhan remained thr throughout :P nnd! she sae she everytime go park will fall down dhe. lol!
If got time, dhe few of us go thr play again!! IT IS DECIDED, BY ME

2008-08-08T15:43:00.003+08:00

"friendship doesnt disappear." & "Best Friends Forever"
ya right! :

friends wouldnt disappear now,
but it will be.. sooner or later.
If there is one dat wouldnt,
prove it to me!

Friends who abandon me,
friends who betray me.
I have seen more kinds of different friends.
None of which is worth keeping as a friend.
I want best/good friends, not them.

2008-08-06T17:05:00.002+08:00

YAY! changed blogskin.

Chem test; ii passed!
at least not all subjects failing.
BUT!!
my bio is the most risky one.
almost.. no, EVERY bio tests,
ii fail T.T

bio lab was cool!
get to see a real sheep's heart.
disgusting, yet interesting.
a hands-on session on touching the heart. EW!
ii don even dare touch it, let alone get near it.
bloody ._.

ii will look forward to goin to labs from now on (:

2008-08-01T17:19:00.002+08:00

I hate rollcalling.
Have to redo nnd redo.
Xuanqi nnd Jowilynn is indeed a kinder CL.

Im tired. Im sleepy. But i cant fall now.
I have to do mre revisions. I don wan to fail my tests.
NOT EVEN BIO!
Amaths Ta on mon. Shld be quite hard, memorising all the formulas.
Im getting emaths nnd amaths all confused.
I cant take it any mre!
Feels like my head is goin to burst soon
:

today is the starting of dat festival.
I feel scared..

2008-07-30T17:11:00.003+08:00

Im a below average student.
I dont fit to be in this class x.x

My bio, my emaths.
One by one, im flunking dhe subjects.
BIO was dhe first.
now is emaths.
Chem should be next.

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!
0.5 marks to pass.
He just wun let me :

tmr is geog TA.
'I must try my best!'
..even if i dont make it..

I have just found out!
My name have a special meaning to it.
Zixuan zixuan.
PURPLE FLOWER !! x)
im dhe ORCHIDDD

2008-07-23T19:37:00.004+08:00

being a NE rap is tiring. but quite gd too.

Racial harmony was held today.
nnd we, the NE raps, of every class had to help out in dhe deco.
early recess!! but missed 2 periods of chem.
ii am so goin to fail my tests.

after dat was a rehearsal for a performance, by NE RAPS..
OMG! we have to sing on stage! >.<
paiseh lehhhhh!
nd bcos of tis stupid rehearsal.
ii missed bio lessons AGAIN!
my bio.. is in danger.

AUGUST IS COMING.
&WE ALL ARE GOING BANKRUPT.

2008-07-19T09:53:00.006+08:00

I finally passed my 2.4km x)
Tiring leh. Early in the morning, running around sch.
But refreshing though.
I feel awake and cant sleep anymre.

Whahahaa.
I have successfully became a fanfiction author.
together with michelle (michi) !
Its so fun (:
& im currently obsessed with Shugo Chara!
My Story x)

From now on,
ii will be named as PURPLE x)

`Purple is my name xD

2008-07-15T18:35:00.002+08:00

Exercise! exercise!
ii muz lose fat!!

went gym today with..
huiting, valerie and xueyi.
but before dat.
SUSHI TIME! x)
its been a long time since i last ate sushi.
i love sushi~

i am so weak.
juz ran not mre than 1km and i felt tired,
plus pain at my waist.
ii nid to train mre, mre!
stayed thr about 2 hours.

blog's dead x.x

2008-07-04T18:34:00.006+08:00

You are The Fool

Idea, thought, spirituality, that which endeavours to rise above the material.

The Fool is the card of infinite possibilities. The bag on the staff indicates that he has all he need to do or be anything he wants, he has only to stop and unpack. He is on his way to a brand new beginning. But the card carries a little bark of warning as well. Stop daydreaming and fantasising and watch your step, lest you fall and end up looking the fool.

OMG. im dhe fool.
im no fool ! >.<
but one thing about this tarot card is true though
dat is im a daydreamer, fantasining a world dat will nvr exists.
nnd my card is COOL :

something is wrong with my com!
ii cant put dhe picture up
T.T

2008-06-19T01:00:00.002+08:00

whoa. Taiwan was not as fun as ii expected.
but still quite fun (:
reach home abt 12.. ._. nnd not tired at all.

13 june. wake up at abt 5am.
reach tw abt 1.30 and start tour.
omg, before even takeoff, ii felt unwell
reach kaosiung airport. went shopping mall.
ii bought one beautiful clothe x)
nnd its veri ex.. sg50? o.o ine is enough ! ><
nxt went dhe 101. nth much to see -.-
ehhehehe.
forgot wad happened after wards..
at abt 6.30, after reaching our hotel
we went to a yeshi. wads dhe name again?!
rain rain go away.. come again another day..
shop alittle only -.-

2nd day. rain rain rain. spoilt all dhe fun.
when to taichung nxt. a 3long-hour trip to our ANOTHER hotel-.-
hmm. raining all day long.
++ ii feel unwell.
dat day was bad. super bad. so went back to hotel at 7.30
-.- cann shop till 10 de !!

3rd day. YAY ! theme park finally. wad ii have been waiting for.
but.. no one to play with me. so NOT FUN !
nnd worst of all. dat spoilt my mood for dhe day.
my DS spoilt ; my bag filled with orange smell ~
EEWW.. luckily ii bought a new bag on dhe way.
went taoyuan after dat. jiling yeshi.
raining again ._. no shopping, but bought bags again.
my new school bag.

4th day. taipei . 3 hour trip..
went danshui bah.

bought alot of foods. taiwan local snacks.

nnd some other place..

than at 6, went yurenmatou.

walked the so-called lover bridge o.o

dan yeshi again.. nth to buy though.

5th day. last day of dhe tour group.
went ximending !! haha. most famous place.
BUT .. rain again. difficult to shop..
than.. blahblahblah.

6th day. ohh free nnd easy.
only at 12pm we went to dhe xingguandayue?
shopp for dhe last 3 hours before going to airport.
last minute shopping. but still bought alot of things.
ii couldnt find dhe book ii was looking for in taiwan
T.T sobs. ii thought ii could find it there but no ~

did anyone missed me?
most of dhe stuffs friends told me to buy.
ii couldnt find.. so sry T_T

2008-06-10T18:38:00.002+08:00

last friday was fun !!
me, phoebe, suyin & meisean went iceskating.
phoebe's little brother too
fun fun fun! x)

i've made a new friend ?!
MEISEAN (:

they secretly took alot of pics.
while ice-skating;
when playing photo-hunt ._.
nnd at dhe arcade !
from abt 12pm to 7-8pm.

hehe.
phoebe went broke,
spending all her money on her phone keychains.
nnd she is slow in buying things
:x

TAIWAN ~
im coming ~

2008-05-29T19:02:00.002+08:00

im gettin headaches everyday i go school ._.
i dont understand a word teachers said !!

once my holiday mood is switch on
it cant be switch back till the end.

i dont want to flunk my biology again.
i want to work hard
i want all of the info to get into my brain
and STAY THERE

but not now,
not in a holiday
:P

2008-05-23T19:05:00.002+08:00

i feel like crying.
nobody wants & can go with me to taiwan.
begging pple like hell ._.
nnd morning is totally embrassing

nobody told me there is not going to be pe
and i wore my pe t-shirt.
until i saw most of my classmates wearing uniform!
only im the one wearing pe.
so, i quickly changed into uni.
AND what is so funny about walking into the classroom
when the national anthem was playing?
absolutely awful day to start

im not so happy with the holiday now.
my results sucks.

2008-05-22T14:25:00.003+08:00

I love reading the princess diaries.
x)

getting back my report book tmr
wonder wad my parents will say
when they saw it !
my results are the WORST

MYE is hard.
wait till the EOY
it gets harder
OMG !

okay,
holiday starts on sat.
nnd there is 2 things that i must do during the holidays
.. ii wan go taiwan !!
.. study ?!

i dont think i can study on a holiday
:x
im totally stressed out from MYE studying
nnd flunking almost all of my subjects too :[

2008-05-09T10:39:00.003+08:00

o(*~*")("*~*)o

ii am going to fail my MYE~

you have already crossed half way of the 2.4km run
and now you left the last lap.
take a deep breathe,
take a leap forward
and run till the end.
dont give up !

2008-04-12T17:11:00.001+08:00

Cant use internet for a month.
or maybe until exams end.

SOBS !

dhe first test is just a few weeks away
nnd im not even prepared

im going to fail my tests.
cause im not trying hard

2008-04-02T15:21:00.002+08:00

im dhe target today.

OMG !
I HATE HER

yy muz i sit in front ?
juz right in front of her
faceing her every lesson
makes me want to puke.
nnd give her one TIGHT slap

nnd ,
im her target today
got scolded for nothing.
was juz resting on dhe table doing nothing.
cos i never bring dhe book,
no worksheet,
how to do?

WADEVA.

feeling so lonely .
phoebe's my bestie (:

2008-04-02T15:17:00.001+08:00

Dreams are a world of fantasy of what we desire.

dats yy ii love dreaming
(:

2008-03-12T15:10:00.002+08:00

2 daes of real holidae !
2 daes camping
nnd
2daes of studying
my holidae is gone ..

mon was dhe start of our GG nnd SJAB camp
a DAY-CAMP
:D
ie was supposed to be a groupleader
but ie gave ly a chance
i so gd !
:x

cy was my groupleader
we had a LAME cheer
:x

no games
sobs~
cos 3e3 went for lessons

tues was mre fun
mre bites
nnd
we all were drenched
stupid dae to go hiking

went xq hse after dat
hmm..
plaed game
o.o

holidae is to rest
but im not resting
im dying

2008-02-27T19:17:00.006+08:00

(¯`v´¯)
.`·.¸ .·´
¸.·´¸.·´¨) ¸.·*¨)
(¸.·´ (¸.·´ .·´¸¸.·¨¯`·.

hurray !
TAs ended
nnd ie noe ie didnt do well
most tests failed
worst results throughout my life ~
T.T

lets all do our best !

2008-02-24T12:26:00.002+08:00

went to read lamyan nnd phoebe blog
their camping experiences !
look so fun nnd tiring

1 retest nnd 1 ta to go
after dat ,
its time to relax abit
:DD

2008-02-22T19:50:00.004+08:00

Finally !
dhe final dae of CIP week

NND,
every0nes back !
><
ie miss all 0f uue ~

CIP was SUPER BORIN
ie was supp0sed t0 d0 dhe ec0 p0nd
juz pick up litters ,
clean dhe p0nd !
YUCK ><
ie saw l0ts 0f insects
makes my body itchy
:x

Ph0ebe nnd Cy is back
ie dun have t0 walk t0 sch al0ne again
:DD

M0n q0in t0 have retest f0r dhe emaths TA
ie think ie am q0in t0 fail
ie haven study !
h0w am ie q0in t0 learn abt dhe angles
><

NND ,
dhe HOD f0r emaths came
ask us 3e3
abt dhe cher !
we keep saein she is bad
amsths better
:x
but
ITS DHE TRUTH

ie wan change emaths cher
faster faster come dhe new 0ld maths cher

Shoo pregnant lady
g0 nnd give birth n0w !
0r we all rr q0in t0 fail f0r all tests
:x

Change HP
CHANGE HP !
ie n0es wad it wann
nnd ie wann it n0w !

2008-02-19T18:19:00.003+08:00

They rr campin
im not ..

So little frens with me
counsellors doin other work ~
leavin xueyi nnd yonghui
tats all ie noe

CIP till 5
its SUPER borin
makin me feel tat
mayb OBS is better
but home is dhe best

ie got my paper !
ie noe my results !
nnd it isnt gd

phys cher:
' U COULD DO BETTER ,
MAYBE BECOS u R STRESS !'
ie am not veri stress ~

bio :
[ I MUZ DO BETTER,
JUZ PASS ISNT ENOUGH ! ]
ie may fail again anytime

3 mre daes to go
nnd ie think ie cant make it

give me another chance
mayb my answer will change
or mayb not

2008-02-14T17:34:00.002+08:00

ie SWEAR
ie will nvr go eat from tat store
its so disgustin

phys test was quite ok
checkin help me gain mre marks !
:D

tmr chem test
muz work hard !
JIAYOUS jiayous nnd JIAYOUS ~

2008-02-12T17:58:00.001+08:00

IC created !
nnd dhe pic is veri ugly
><

didnt go cca after sch
went to do dhe ic thing

haven get dhe donation card !
nnd its dhe 2 time ie didnt go !
later they sae ie skip cca
omq ~

TAs TAs TAs
ie so stressed !
think ie am goin to fail all ~

2008-02-06T14:30:00.000+08:00

Ie Wann Ue !
><

aint he cute
:]
how ie wish ie had one too ~

2008-02-04T18:09:00.000+08:00

ie LOVE dogs !
:D

went to phoebe's uncle hse
help her with DOGS !

they rr sooooo CUTE
><
got gigi nnd ah boy
ie like ah fox dhe most
so furry

cant put pics
cos my lousy hp
:[
ie wann change it
have t0 wait ~

when arhhx !
:x
WAIT LONG LONG

2008-01-31T16:49:00.000+08:00

a bdae gift indeed !

amaths test paper was given out
nnd guess how much ie scored !
3 / 10
so sad ~~~ !
wad a bad beqqininq for my bdae
-sobs-

when to kbox straight after sch
WOOT ~
10 ppl went !
fatima , yonghui , chenshan, marlene
jowilynn , xuanqi , lamyan , chingyee
nnd even phoebe went !
xDDD

QUITE fun ~
to them was SUPER high !

thx for dhe presents !
muackks ~

love my friends
><

2008-01-28T16:37:00.000+08:00

TAs rr comin
nnd dhe EL falls on my bdae !
><

jowy's b'dae oso have a TA

2 mre daes ~
how am ie qoin to celebrate ?

2008-01-23T15:08:00.000+08:00

ie wann this
ie wann tat
ie wann qet it before my b'dae !

seein cy wearin contact lens
reminded me of getin one !
ie wann contact len !
ie hate spectacles ~

buy me buy me !
><
buy me
a pencil box ;
a wallet ;
jigsaw ;

sharin will do :]]
ie dun mind
=x

2008-01-21T19:26:00.000+08:00

ie HATE dhe emaths cher !

@/%$!@)(*&~+_":>%#!@$*@#$~

=x

9 mre daes till my b'dae !
><

wads rr ue qoin to buy for me ?
:]]

2008-01-05T23:40:00.001+08:00

skip CCA fair
xD

cant wake up
qot wake up call lerh
but after off
ie sleep AGAIN !
=x

okay ,
went grandparents hse
it was in a mess !
newspaper everywhr
furnitures all moved ~
it was PAINTING time !

night time ,
chatterin all dhe way
no sound at all
o.0
chattin with phoebe nn enshing !

ie wonder
who is enshing btw
noe him through a game
live on dhe same block
phoebe's bro fren
nnd
ie nvr even met him before

first time talkin to a total STRANGER
=/

thr is hw
nnd ie dun even noe how to do
how an ie goin to cope with tis class

ie AM goin to die ~

2008-01-03T18:56:00.000+08:00

wahh !
3e3 is damn silent
even chers sae its a little creepy ..

2nd dae of sch ..
BORING ~
nth to do derh
juz listen to chers explain
luckily ,
no Homework
:)

2008-01-01T16:25:00.000+08:00

Dhe Startinq Of A New Year
2008
Wonder Wad Will Happen ?
:)

will be dhe most memorable
cos of all dhe heavy nn thick books
x)

tmr sch reopens
have to wake up early !
cant sleep late lerh
=P

ie got in a gd class
ie MUZ work hard
>.<

~Todae Is Dhe
Startinq Of A Whole New Year~

2007-12-21T13:27:00.000+08:00

*Sniff*
ie feel so sick todae
have a headache
caught a flu
nn worst of all
my throat ..
its super pain
cant even drink water
-.-

yesterdae night went out
to collect MONEY
x)
our yang; yeo ; yong association
thingy..
money was so little
ie wish ie dont have to go

it was thr tat ie started to fall sick

money or wad
ie dun wann to go again

2007-12-18T23:11:00.000+08:00

my first time ice skatin
WooHoo~
ICE SKATING IS SO FUN !

jowilynn , phoebe , phoebe's little brother
nn me
went to jurong's ice skatin rink

startin ie cant even stand properly
with dhe skatin shoe on
but slowly ie learnt to skate

jowilynn learnt slower than me
cos ie at least noe how to roller blade a little

[ jiayous bahhs
jowilynn
nxt time euu cann derh ]

phoebe !
sae 4 years ago plaed one time
nn she skate veri fast !

phoebe's little brother veri talkative
nn cute too
=x
he is also quite a gd skater
but ..
fell down so many times
Lolx

after dhe 1 + hrs of skatin
we went to eat mcdonalds
than reach home was abt 7.30

meetin was abt 2 ..
took MRT thr was abt 1 hr
when thr to plae
was abt 2 hrs
went home 1hr !

yy cant we take taxi ?
=x
at least not so tirin
have to stand dhe whole dae

now waitin for jowi nn phoebe
to send pics to me !

it was a tirinq
but fun dae
:)

2007-12-11T12:57:00.000+08:00

ICE-SKATING !
ICE-SKATING !
ie wann go ice skating !!

last time ,
cy , phoebe nn me
decided on goin to ice skatin ..
so now .
me nn phoebe decided to go
but when ?

now onli 2 of us conformed..
wann mre ppl to go
WHO WANN GO ??

hmm ..
we duno whr is it ..
how ?

2007-12-10T14:03:00.000+08:00

came bac from m'sia yesterdae !
went thr for abt 9 daes .

its so borin thr !
=x
nth to do .
very dae dhe same thing..
sleep ;
eat ;
watch tv ;
plae ds ..

nvr even go out
except a few times to go out to eat dinner
other than that
no outin at all !!

ie cut me haor liao
hmm ..
ie think its shorter than phoebe's hair
T.T
told dhe person to cut layer
in dhe end
she help me cut short short

but my di saes its nicer
o.o
ie feel weird

2007-11-28T17:11:00.000+08:00

yay !
xD

my appeal successful !

ly ,
euu got 1 frens pei euu lerh
:)

2007-11-24T23:52:00.001+08:00

goin to buy dhe sec 3 books
on wed
with dhe appeal result out !
iie m scared
scared to noe dhe result

whether it is a success
or failure
iie noe iie did my best
TO APPEAL
x)

it takes great courage to do tat
for me .
=x

WHO CANN GO WITH ME TO BUY BOOKS ?

2007-11-20T13:37:00.000+08:00

yesterdae went to sch to see
dhe streamin result
inDHEend
not dhe class of my choice
T-T
duno if iie wann to appeal or not

after tat
went to safra
with ly, cy nn clara
after so MANY months
iie cann plae bowlin nn pool lerh
xD
fun fun fun

2007-11-16T18:10:00.000+08:00

My leg ~
achinqq ..

walked abt dhe whole
tm nn cs lerh
juz to find jobs
=/
inDHEend
haiish
onli 3 jobs applied
noneCONFIRMED

whyye everynoe findin jobs ??
iie agreed tat its veri borinqq
but holidae is dhe time to relaxed
iie rather stay at home
dhan gettin tired

meLAZYmahhs .
=P

okiies .
after tat 3 hours of walkin
FINALLY
changed my blogskin again

iie wonder ..
now qot time to create a blogskin
but dhe lazy me wann plae GAMES !
when am iie goin to do it ?

2007-11-15T14:37:00.000+08:00

juz found out tat
1 dec goin to malaysia ..
for 1 week
II DUN WANN TO GO !!

anyone wann part-time job ?
got makin a box out of something
{not veri sure wad job is tat }
or..
my mother's job flyers
or ..
my auntie job
something to do with photos
anyone interested =/

2007-11-05T18:13:00.000+08:00

ii wann to qo out ~ !
gettin dhe feelin of bein trapped in a caqe
but at least better than in jail
=/

got com but no FUN qames to plae
got tv but no show to watch
got time but no friends to go out with !!

wad cann ii do tis 2 MONTH HOLIDAE !?

2007-11-01T17:25:00.000+08:00

holidae supposed to be
FUN ;
BORING ?

watchin videos ..
all tw tv series
so nice

duno yy
every show ii watch
sure will like dhe songs
x)

send me songs
any songs will do
as long it is a chinese songs
cos of those drama shows !!

2007-10-25T13:31:00.000+08:00

holidae !
holidae !

got bac report book todae
nn ii improved
xD
but still not gd enough
xq , jowi nn ly all so smart
level position 10+
me 20+
T-T
although onli 1 position lower
than ly by class

regretted choosin GG as cca lerh
nort fun derh
still gort camp

sat nn sun campin
dun feel lyk goin leh
have to be sick than cann ..
2 daes 1 night
shld be veri siiann derh

2007-10-20T20:25:00.000+08:00

HATE EU !
GO DIE LARH !!
GUAI LAN
JI BAI
KAO PEI

ii nvr did anything wrong
nn nvr bother eu
anything ii did eu nort happy
rite ?
than eu urself do a gd example
dhe way we r now
is becos
parents nvr do a gd example
so their children folo
tats a FACT
dun wan to change
or sae sry
cos iis nort my fault
if eu nvr goin to sae "SORRY"

THAN FORGET IT !!

battle than battle`
ii nort scared
cann fite till dhe end

cant plae com for ..
duno how long
cant go internet
so siannz at home
goin to sleep take a nap
everydae right after sch
=X

biased mother
bad-tempered father
noisy brother
better others family ?
almost derh same bahh
onli tat ii think differently

ii rather it is a broken up family
than have to see his face again

my problem ?
or urs ?

2007-10-17T15:35:00.000+08:00

oh ya ,
almost forgot
my aunt bought a new laptop
xD
nn
my mother FINALLY
bought me new pants
xD

2007-10-17T15:05:00.000+08:00

mii treat
T-T
nvm ..
onli nid to spent $2
=X

okayy ..
its so borin ,
so tirin ,
nn
so stuffy in dhe hall

yy muz we check in hall ?
cann check in classroom mah

almost all paper noe dhe marks
onli left hist sect b
dhe cher mark so slow

my eng IMPROVED !
xD
from C6 to B4
but still veri weak

chinese ;
nort bad
at least noe ii am 3rd in class
but ly 2nd
bian tai 1st place
80++
me onli 72.8
strange.. same as cy

lit ;
yippee
passed
so hard dhe paper
ii onli 58.5
but ..
xq nn jowi get 60+ or 70+ !

maths ;
my best subject of all
87 ..
but xq .. 93
BIAN TAI

hist no nid to sae
dunoe dhe overall mark yet
but ii noe
ly bian tai
=X

sci ;
bian tai bian tai bian tai !!
xD
ii get 70
ly get 80+

wahh ~
overall ly iish derh best
among dhe 4 of us
when marks out .
ii wann see dhe first thing is
position ..
cos ii will get reward !
but muz be top 5
no hope lerh
T-T *sobs*

2007-10-12T17:49:00.001+08:00

todae went to sci centre ..
so borinq thr
=X
watch a disqustin movie
nn do a worksheet
tat had nth to do with sch work
...

dun0e wad happen
to cy todae
zzz ..
juz suddenly anqry for n0 reason
nn we did nort do anything
juz ask mr chew our marks
than she sad lerh
o.0
for wad sia
still haven get bac paper
sad for wad
mayb eu scored gd
but cher scared eu onli mah
juz lyk ly ..
its nort dhe first tyme eu like tat

wed gettin bac paper
worried sick abt
enq ;
lit ;
all dhe subjects

lai compared
see hu scored better
=P
hu overall dhe best
give us treats !!
=X

2007-10-10T14:58:00.000+08:00

T-T
my hamster died
TODAE !
dhe same dae as exam ends

its dead pose so funny
=X

almost like mine
but nort

ii regretted lerh !!
for nort takin pic of it
now it is dead
T-T

finally ..
free !!
no nid to study study study
=X

last paper todae
scared when result come out

how come some sch ..
got 2 markin dae ?!
we got 1 ..
2 dae of holi
but they got 3 !!
than ..
dhe end of sch postponed to
26 oct !!
argh !
yy so late than holidae
T.T
ii dun wanna go sch lerh

2007-10-08T16:11:00.000+08:00

my maths ..
arghh !!
yy cann ii make tat mistake
wasted my 3 marks
wonder if thr is mre

sci nn cl paper tml
cl okayy okayy larh
but scii ..
no hope
still tryin my best to memorise..
muz go into my brain
nn stayy thr
no other way out ..

exams gonna end lerh
3 mre papers to go ..

jiayous ~ !
ii cann do it =)

2007-10-05T15:17:00.000+08:00

waahh ~ !

gonna failed eng leh
T-T
ii have no faith in mye ;

lit mre worst
so hard sia ;

hopefully mye sci ;
maths ;
hist..
will nort be too bad
or HARD !!

nn oso ..

finally change my blogskin lerh
spent 2 whole hrs addin my things
o.0

wasting mye tyme writin..
have to studiie studiie !!

STUDIIE TIME !! x)

2007-10-03T18:18:00.000+08:00

eng paper 2 on fri
SUPER scared

last fri was dhe el nn cl compo
ii write wrong ler !!
T.T
dhe topic is..
..my most prized possesion
first thing come to my mind is
ii won a prize o.0
sure fail le
argh !

MOST WORK HARD
no matter wat paper
II MUZ NORT FAIL !!

todae went out to tm
wit cy nn tina
bought ly's present
so expensive !
but luckily 7 ppl share money
total abt $7 - 8 each
hehex

dhe present is..
veri big orhh
oso gort
heartx
=X

my money fly away ler
T.T

2007-09-25T19:27:00.000+08:00

lalas .
xD
todae late AGAIN
for e third time

nxt time not goin to sch
=X
if see e gate closed
me nn phoebe

sad
*sob*
T.T

my FN got
27/50 !!
cl got
24/30
compo 32/50
sobs .

ii muz JIAYOUS !!
my EOY cant be tat bad !!

JIAYOUS ! JIAYOUS ! JIAYOUS !!

2007-09-24T17:41:00.000+08:00

wahhh~ !
my brain is spoilin

trick sure r really tricky
didnt hear clearly
or
not attentive enough
eeu may nvr noe e ans !!

todae yingshan nn tina at last period
test each others some
qian bian wen da ti
o.0
when eu noe e ans
sure we will feel like bashin her
=X

some of e questions..

first..
a SUBMARINE can take up to
20 PEOPLE
when 19 people went in
a pregnant lady went in
nn e submarine chen
( duno how to sae =P)
whyy ?

hehe . ii stupid
didnt guess correct

nxt..
in a room with no windows nn doors
nn a running tap
how cann e person in thr escape death?

quite lame actually

3rd Q.
on top of a MOUNTAIN
there r 3 cow EGGs
which eqqs will reach e ground first ?

ii actually got it correct e
but than..
haiizz..

second last one :

mr nn mrs Tan BOAT~~~~~river~~~~~~~~ church

how can they cross the river
to get married ?

hahas .
veri easy de
by seein this at least

down to e last nn final one
shld have get veri cold le
cos is 冷笑话 .

hmm..
a monkey ,
an orangutan ,
a chepanzee ,
and
a baboon ..
who will get e coconut
on a COCONUT tree first ?

veri easy to guess e ans .
but by hearin it
it will be totally different

haiizz..
me no hope ler
><

2007-09-18T19:52:00.000+08:00

grossest dae ii ever had !!
>.<

dun wanna go tat wae home again !!
so many insects
especially COCKROACHES
yuck !

todae juz had tat hist test
gonna fail

oh !
nn yesterdae e maths test
T.T
ii got one careless maistake tat mayb
cost me my full marks

if ii got a full mark tat is
=X

mon will have another test
sci
ii nvr been able to listen in class
muz study extra hard at home le

everyone
JIA YOUS~ !
for e EOY

2007-09-12T12:41:00.000+08:00

AHHH CHOOOO~ !
*COUGHS*

sick le
duno hu the hell
chuan ran wo

ii wanted to go sci centre de
T.T
cant go le

yy muz todae than sick ?!

2007-09-08T21:11:00.000+08:00

argh !
holi end le
T.T

ii haven had enough fun

ii haven EVEN finish my hw
nid to copy on mon le

II WANN MRE HOLIDAE !!

2007-09-01T23:33:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAE !!
XD

but so sad onli 1 week
nn will be veri siiannz !!

cann plae on9 games
got maple ,
rakion ,
xilero ..

if got audition
ii still can plae with chingyee
if she cann plae

hmm..
dun feel like goin anywhr
stay at home all week le

2007-08-28T18:52:00.000+08:00

Hey!
let me ask eu a question

normally when eu get scolded
eu would become mre rebelious
isn't it ?

to me , yes !
e mre eu scold me
e mre rebelious ii get
even if eu tell me
not to do e things ii wan
ii do it !!
same for eu ?

hmm..
duno wat to sae abt eu

haiizz..
no mre hope for eu liao la
>.<

dun wanna explain anymre
nn nth to explain
cos ii noe
eu will NOT understand

2007-08-25T17:52:00.000+08:00

yesterdae didnt have time to post .

my brother's birthdae
and his friends come celebrate
but ii think
he recived no presents
hahas .
veri gd xP

after sch was archery
veri fun
startin was veri boring
but when e competition start
was veri veri fun
MY ACCURACY SUX
three tries
all miss e balloons

e competition was veri excitin
we compete between groups
from startin until my group
all ties
1 balloon
than e last group was lamyan's group
we all wanted them to make a tie
but !!
there shot two
so sad ii not with them
if not ii cann plae veri long

muz find ppl to go plae achery with me
jowilynn oso wann go plae
hmmm..
safra have ma?
muz go find than ask ppl out

almost forgot
thr was a maths ta
it was dam hard
all e graph questions
ii duno how to do
surely fail tis time
haiizz..
xq nn jowy still sae easy !!
o.0
they smart
me stupid

2007-08-15T19:28:00.000+08:00

todae went to cut hair..
like no change de -.-
again..

me, cy, ly nn xy took pics at e plaeground..

lolipops !! xD

ii eat until my teeth hurts T.T

took alot of photos but onli 3 of us at a time

strangled by cy

ii was eatin lolipop leh
duno xy takin photo =P

ii e camera man

ii closed my eyes.. zzz..

xy tutu zui..
so funny =X

two lolipops are mine !!
e one on e left is mine la..
ii use bite de.. become veri ugly

ii smile so ugly T.T

lalalas . xD

oh..
HAPPY B'DAE XUAN QI !!

HAPPY BELATED B'DAE XUE YI !! {14AUG}

NN

HAPPY BELATED B'DAE PHOEBE !! {12 AUG}

ii onli bought their presents todae
shh..

2007-08-13T16:48:00.000+08:00

thought of a new design le..
for my blogskin..

nice ma?
ii draw one leh xD

juz now tried creatin
but cannot find e right url to use
haiizz..
nxt time when got time than try again