bcos tml my aunt is not workin... we decided to go watch "Over the hedge" after ii come bac from bowlin...
everytime ii dt noe wat to wear when goin out... tats e problem... probably tis started when ii made fwens wif them...
haiz... they veri harsh on wat they look wann... even on others...
ii dt mind abt my appearance nn dt care... but ii feel uneasy when somebody sae something abt me...
ii a veri "shui bian" person... but ii REALLY REALLY care abt wat other ppl tink abt me... so when someone sae me... ii feel veri veri uneasy...
make tis kind of fwen give me advice... but oso sae tis sae tat... abt wat they dt lyk abt me... ii lyk fwens hu give me advice or opinion abt me... but not lyk tat... ii feel lyk they r "pi ping" me...
fwens give us advice, cheer us up, nn even help us when we needed them... correct???
but ii really dt noe... really dt noe wat true fwens mean... nn wadd fwens r for???
every ppl haf his/her own mind... they juz haf to be themself... not wat ppl wann them to be...
ii cannot be myelf when ii am wif my fwens...
at home... ii cann be veri tom boy sometimes... at least tat is wadd my aunt sae abt me... nn talkative... veri active...
but wif my fwens... ii tend to be quiet... not talkative... sometimes even feel shy...
tats not me... but ii dt noe how to express myself in front of my fwens... ii tend to wann them feel lyk ii am a veri quiet gal...
y am ii lyk tis... ii asked myself... maybe bcos ii really care abt their opinion nn wadd they tink of me ba...
