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ii was suppose to go out wif lamyan nn ching yee to k box nn safra todae... but ii got sick...
yesterday night, ii started gettin sick... actually not yesterday... ii was tue night...
everytime ii eat too full... ii will get stomach pain... one tat not include goin to toilet... dt noe y... everytime eat too full... tats e problem... it doesnt stop in one dae... few days ii be better...
haiz... now lamyan dt lyk me as much as ching yee... not my problem wadd... when she ask me wanna go out... ii was fine... but at night it started again...
if she dt lyk me... its fine wif me... ii dt care... cos ii dt wanna get away from them... ii juz gonna pretend tat we r e way we r last time...
in sec sch now... ii onli haf a few fwens... sho ii cannot bear to lose them... ii am veri lonely now... cos too little fwen liao...
{yann... dt get misunderstandin... ii dt mean ii dt care abt wadd euu sae... ii juz tat ii dt wanna noe euu dt lyk my character... ii juz goin to pretend tat we r still veri gd fwens even though euu hate my character... ii still treat euu all as fwens... sho dt be lyk tat... kae? ii try to change my character... ii will try my best to...}
ii cannot believe tat ching yee lied to me tat xue yi is goin... y she lied to me... when ii read lamyan's blog ii than noe hw many ppl r goin... if there r onli a few of them... maybe ii will go cos ii wanna go bowlin nn juz have enough money to go there... but... ii am sick... sho sry...
ii said before tat fwens r fadin away from me... ii mean... ii am fadin away from them... it is always me hu started to fade away for them first... not e other way round...
